The light has faded in this room,
my eyes grow weary and everything becomes dim,
my mind is misty with the longing for my bed,
feelings become numbed,
i become neutral,
no opinion, just acceptance, of anything,
And for the goodwill of the both of us good friend,
I say Adieu, till we meet again.
Heads filled with fizz,
emotions bubbling about,
hearts making music,
yet we're all afraid.
Afraid to feel,
what we cannot control,
but thats half the fun,
we're all just bad.
Bad because of rules,
restrictions meant to be tested,
curiosity opens our eyes,
and we all want to see.
See, where this path will take us,
if we can stop along the way,
to try and catch our breath,
but we just dont want it to end.
End, it does,
And we're all afraid,
of the how,
and the when.
Lies, they haunt us,
and yet, they protect us,
shadows of solitude, and yet vulnerability,
stealing our souls words at a time.
Holding us captive,
until we ourselves begin to believe,
the tall tales we've been spilling,
following the bait into the dark.
We love where it has taken us,
hidden evils have not been uprooted yet,
love comes quick and passion disapears,
what we thought was real is just an illusion.
We try to say its real,
dillusional and in denial we stand,
With nothing left but the rags of the truth.
Hanging limp angainst our bodies,
whispering "i told you so",
leaving us to mourn for that illusion,
that tricked us into brief happiness.
And tore it away from us just as swiftly.
She stands on the steps in the pouring rain,
Hair hanging limp and soaking against her skin,
Wearing nothing but a blue cotton dress.
Crying, gentle sobs, of pain and suffering
Knowing nothing more, than the memories of her wrongdoings.
unfinishedI stuck between these walls,
I trapped between the two,
I know I'm gonna fall,
And I, I hate you.
I just wanna be alone,
I don't want you around,
And I don't want you at all.
I want to forget you.
Cuz I wanna move on,
I wanna be free from your grasp,
I want a heart of my own,
Your tearing it apart
I wanna take the risk,
Im gonna make the jump,
I need to get away
from this... mess
All I wanted was,
You loving me and,
All I needed was some,
You seem to
Hide it all away and,
I need you to let it free
Its killing jme.